How Jane Austen Changed My Life
By Alyssa Dulaney
Hello all! I am Alyssa—avid reader, aspiring writer, ambitious college student, and lover of coffee, Jane Austen, and Jesus. Did I mention blogger? I started Pen to Paper Collections having utterly no clue what I was doing, but knowing I wanted to share my passion for literature (and random musings) with others. I leapt blindly into the world of blogging. Two years later, I’ve yet to have it all figured out, because it’s a journey, as it must be with all things worth doing, but here I am. I’m honored that you are now a part of that journey!
Once upon a time, there was a girl who was very fond of once-upon-a-times. She read many books; and not just the ones that were required. She carried them in her purse and in her heart, and she wrote them in her head. At the age of 14, she happened upon a copy of Emma, which she poured through with impenetrable attention. That was when it all began: what some would label an obsession. I prefer the term “dedication,” but to each his own!
As you may have guessed, that girl was myself. And Emma is, of course, Jane Austen’s beloved masterpiece. I finished the book, though I didn’t want it to end. The only reasonable remedy for my curious mind afterward was to read all of Miss Austen’s other works. So I did. Her life, works, and era soon became the topics of many a paper, blog post, and conversation. My Jane Austen collection of books, mugs, journals, cook books, and candles grew. I won’t deny that I have seen nearly all the film adaptions, become some-what of a critic for any attempt at imitation, and have a Jane Austen quote for every occasion, unashamedly. My family and friends have since written me off as a hopeless bibliophile. And it all began with a borrowed generic paperback.
What was it that made this author so special to me then and still now? She ignited something invaluable in me. She was the literary genius that became my ultimate inspiration. Because of her, my love for reading grew beyond what it had ever been before. My adoration for her novels was accompanied by an intrigue for the Romantic Era and surrounding eras. I exposed myself to authors like John Keats, Lord Byron, Charlotte Bronte, Victor Hugo, and Elizabeth Gaskell—all history-makers of the literary world. The style, the ways of society, the beautiful words used to describe even the simplest things, outlining their deeper meaning—I found it all captivating. They invited me into their worlds, and those words that speak of their lives, in turn, speak into mine.
As inexplicably wonderful as that all is, Jane has affected more than just my choice in reading material. In some way or another, she has managed to touch nearly every area of my life. Foremost, I give her due credit for my pursuits in a literature-based education as well as my desire to write. I am both an English major and an aspiring writer—say what you will about the impossibilities there. What can I say? She has made me a dreamer.
My desire to be a writer was just that for a long time—a desire. But as my knowledge of Jane Austen and other literary giants expanded, that desire morphed into a decision. Although she did not publish under her name in her lifetime (she published under “By A Lady”), Jane had the boldness to write in a time when lady writers were not only questioned, but scorned by society. She wrote with a sort of satirical wit, undeniable by anyone familiar with her work. This was highly unexpected of any woman, much less one who was unmarried and devoid of fortune. It could go without saying that her courage ignited my own. Specifically, in my writing, yes; but also in the way I present myself every day.
My crazy, far-fetched desire is to have as outstanding an influence on others—in the present and the future—as Jane continues to have on me, through the messages in and between the lines on a page. Have I built an outlandish dream? Absolutely. But so did Miss Austen. It is in this way that reading has defined who I am, and Jane Austen has changed my life.
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